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Caroline Maier,

Vienna, Austria

AND YET...

Do you take the pills to forget me?
Shall the doctor deaden the love as if it was a shame?
Do you search for a medicine to heal your feelings which would make you see?
What do you see in your fever dreams when you cry out my name?
And why do you turn away ashamed when your body is shaking?

I wished I could kiss away the fear
Wipe the scare off your head
But the tomorrow still ain't here
And the yesterday ain't dead.

Lord, I know you have problems no one can solve but you
But Baby can't you see
I got your name branded into the bark of my heart
You pretend you want to remove it with the knife of cold rebuff
And yet, the deeper you cut, the more you need me.

You are ashamed to confess that you are scared
As a man you ain't supposed to be
You tell me I am too good for you and you say that you can't be the guy that
I need
You say Baby I'm sorry maybe another time
And yet when I touch you, chills are running up your spine, and your eyes
belie your speech.

Baby, most of all I know
You mean 'I love you'
When you say 'go'.
But Baby, most of all I know
You mean 'I love you'
When you say 'go'.

I wished I could kiss away the fear
Wipe the scare off your head
But the tomorrow still ain't here
And the yesterday ain't dead.

You push me away, and yet when I hold you I feel it grow inside
And when your voice asks me to leave, your heart implores me to stay
Your left hand is showing me the door
And yet is the other one wrapped around me
Promising you'll never let me go.

You don't answer the phone, yet you're sittin' beside almost dying away
Torn in between your scare and your love
Tell me, what will finally win?
With your troubles you are scared to be a burden for me
Look into my eyes and tell me, to love and to stand by each other, is that
really a sin?

Baby, most of all I know
You mean 'I love you'
When you say 'go'.
But Baby, most of all I know
You mean 'I love you'
When you say 'go'.

I wished I could kiss away the fear
Wipe the scare off your head
But the tomorrow still ain't here
And the yesterday ain't dead.

I know it's hard to forget what was
But promise that at least you'll try
Life goes on, it's of no sense to live in the past
And yet you still search for the Why
The real strength is to overcome your own weakness.

This wasn't meant to be a love song
I don't even know as what it was meant to be
And yet, and yet, it turned out to be one.

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